Sunday, July 22, 2018

No writing = no thinking, right?

I haven’t written for a while.

I have a million excuses, of course.  School.  The move.  The end of the year.  Studying for classes.  Traveling.  Fatigue.  You name it, I can justify it being a reason for silence in the blogosphere.

But really, I haven’t written because I don’t want to deal with my thoughts.

I don’t want to deal with figuring out coming steps or thinking through ones that were already taken.

I don’t want to get into the comparison game for where I’m at compared to where good friends are that used to be in the same place that we shared.

I don’t want to think through friendships and changes and loss.

I don’t even really want to celebrate and all that is good.

I have this list on my phone of things to blog about.  Things I want to ponder and then share ponderings on.

But again, writing means thinking.

And my thinker is tired.

So for now, I’m writing to let you know that I’m okay.  And I’m planning on writing soon…ish.